Thursday, February 4, 2010

i wuv you

i have the best husband is the whole wide world!

since matt and i have been married we have had a lot of problems come our way.
problems have included...
matt losing his job
me having to work 3 jobs at once
we needed to move in with his parents
we almost lost our house
i had to go to the hospital with no insurance
we always have zero money...always
and the list goes on and on.

people always told me that the first few years of marriage are the hardest and apparently they weren't lying. i thought they were talking more about the relationship side of things though and honestly, through all of these horrible things that have happened to us during the past 3 years i have never doubted my relationship with matt for one second. we are meant to be together and that's that!

right at this moment we are dealing with another one of life's wonderful problems.
i'm working like crazy trying to close down our store by myself and i already started my new job so i have no time! i've been getting no sleep and basically just been stressing a lot. i'm good at that.

when matt and i are both home late at night all i want to do is snuggle up on the couch with him and watch a tv show but we don't even have time for that.
i started feeling bad about our situation and being grumpy about it. but today, i had to step back and realize that it won't be like this forever so i need to have a better attitude, starting right now.

someday all of this will be worth it.

i hope matt knows how proud i am of him.
he goes to school full time to get a degree in something he loves to do so that one day our family can be taken care of. and while he's doing that, he's also working full time to take care of us now.
the boy never sleeps!
he wakes up before the sun even comes up and is either at work, school or doing his homework, sometimes until the wee hours of the morning.
he is the most unselfish and caring boy i've ever met.
i hope when i start working full time at my new job matt will be able to take a day or two off work every week so he can relax once in a while. he completely and totally deserves it.
i wouldn't be where i am today without him.

i love you matt!


AZ Larsens said...'re so mushy!!

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